Jun 24, 2005 22:28
well
i saw dean and susan and michael and anthony and cho and everyone but i only stayed for a few minutes. dean was really upset about euan and well i dont know if the other thing is true or not but he was upset about that too. i just kind of stayed with ron today and its been sad but i think everyone is sad.
padma are you going home saturday or waiting becuase i dunno which i should do. and i think dean would like for you to visit him or maybe i just think that he needs his friends around him. you too seamus.
i just dont know. and i know were not supposed to listen to rumours but some of it is too horrible to be true. i dont know why they would attack a school or kill a second year? what does that prove??? that they can kill and hurt kids??? that doesnt seem like a very good show of strength to me. in fact it just shows that they dont care who they hurt. becuase euan was pureblooded and never did anything to anyone except the time he bit me but now it doesnt matter. nothing matters except that people are dead or might as well be!!!! people who never hurt nobody like dean and susan and anthony and neville and cho and michael. theyre alive but theyre hurt really bad and dean kept caughing and so did the rest of them and they never did anything to hurt anyone. theyre some of the nicest people i know. and it just makes me angry and kind of ashamed that im a pureblood becuase blood doesnt mean anything. who cares who your parents are!!! you should be judged for who you are. yesterday showed that people of different houses can get along too. i know that i always judged people about their houses but maybe i shouldnt. just becuase someone is a hufflepuff or a slytherin or a ravenclaw doesnt mean anything. its just where they live thats all. it doesnt even matter in the long run. parkinson will still be parkinson and ill still be patil ii and we would have been the same if id been a slytherin and shed been a gryffindor. so maybe we should stop judging each other im going to try to even if it doesnt work at least well be trying. maybe i should just shut up becuase im rambling.
im just really sick of the world today. im disgusted by what wizards and witches can do to each other. its just...well there are no words.
i guess ive said my bit. and i wont apologize for it.