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So im completed my sixth day of driving today. Thursday is my road test , my instructor already said i have nothing to worry about and that i'll pass. im super excited. and really proud of myself.
Aron's moving into his apartment this weekend, im excited , i havent gotten to see it yet , so saturday should be fun. it sucks though , he doesnt have a bed as of now , im not down for sleepin on a hardwood floor. but i'll do what i gotta do. I want to get him and Grant something for the apartment , but i have no money. i suck. i know my moms gonna get something , because she loves aron. haha its so funny. i've never known her to like any of my boyfriends , until him. She liked Chris ,but only because hed come over and cook dinner, and she didnt have to do it. hahah. shes a nut. and i love her.
I am not the jealous type, yet i find myself getting all worked up over things that i shouldnt be worked up about. i find myself questioning everything i have, i guess its just instinct to be prepared for something bad to happen, because thats what im use to. and im guessing since its been long enough for me and aron , that this is the point where its all supposed to go wrong , but i KNOW its not going to go wrong , if i keep acting like this it will , and i need to stop it. i need to chill the fuck out and let it sink in that this is really a good thing , and were going to last.
I'm gonna go get ready to hang out with Steph, i need to get outta the house and hang out and stop fucking thinking about every little thing.
xo
Aron's moving into his apartment this weekend, im excited , i havent gotten to see it yet , so saturday should be fun. it sucks though , he doesnt have a bed as of now , im not down for sleepin on a hardwood floor. but i'll do what i gotta do. I want to get him and Grant something for the apartment , but i have no money. i suck. i know my moms gonna get something , because she loves aron. haha its so funny. i've never known her to like any of my boyfriends , until him. She liked Chris ,but only because hed come over and cook dinner, and she didnt have to do it. hahah. shes a nut. and i love her.
I am not the jealous type, yet i find myself getting all worked up over things that i shouldnt be worked up about. i find myself questioning everything i have, i guess its just instinct to be prepared for something bad to happen, because thats what im use to. and im guessing since its been long enough for me and aron , that this is the point where its all supposed to go wrong , but i KNOW its not going to go wrong , if i keep acting like this it will , and i need to stop it. i need to chill the fuck out and let it sink in that this is really a good thing , and were going to last.
I'm gonna go get ready to hang out with Steph, i need to get outta the house and hang out and stop fucking thinking about every little thing.
xo