yea yea

Jan 31, 2004 21:20

Last night Steph came over and we goofed off and i took silly pictures and then we waited for Aron and then we all went and ate , and steph left us , and we came back here and hung out with my mom , then fell asleeep. i had driving this morning so he slept in my bed all comfy and warm. then i come home and i have to get him breakfeast , hes too cute <3. Then today i went to Jessicas for her sisters baby shower . That baby is the cutest thing ive ever seen , i didnt want to let it go. im going to spoil that child so bad, just you wait. im going out on monday to look for jobs , im gonna save up my money , things are working out . i feel better now. aron gets to move into his apartment next friday. im getting my license, we're both getting new tattoos. im loving things. the only thing is , ive been kinda distant from my friends lately, or kinda of mean. i dont know , i just dont feel like dealing with ANYTHING lately, except for myself. i guess im in this whole " i need to get shit straightend out" kinda stage right now. idont know , im sorry to anyone ive been rude to , or anything. meeh, sometimes i feel like such a horrible friend. but really , im not a bad person at all. i dont know , sometimes i can just be a loner.

Im sorry for not going out tonight , i just felt like sitting on my butt and doing nothing. once again , im horrible. ahh well. :(

tommorow will be fun. for sure.
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