Contemplative... my always mood, lately.
So... I feel like I owe an entry... I'm not sure if anyone really reads this or not, but I owe someone... I read everyone elses and when they don't post, I get angry! I should post something though...
My braces should be off soon, I am excited for that. I have an appointment in October (like the 4... I think...) and when I go we see if I get to get impressions. As soon as I get those, two weeks and they are off! Yey! No more food stuck in my teeth... that is exciting!
I enrolled at Schoolcraft for culinary. The goal is to eventually have a bakery. I feel much better now that I have a plan. Unfortuantely my Dad is pissed. "Why can't you just be a nurse? You'll always have a job. The money is so good!" Yeah, but my heart isn't there. I want to make people happy, not stick them with needles. And, what makes people happier then a good cupcake or cheesecake? Huh? Allen is behind it, so that's nice. I wish we could afford to move out. Not because I don't love my family, but I want to grow up all ready. If I get a better job, we'd be able to. Only problem? I love my job. But I can't keep doing it. I worked 40+ hours, only got 260. I can't do that. I just can't. And as a resteraunt, we're not doing well enough to give raises...
Allen and I are good. His poor family situation has been getting to him lately. He has been all anxious, getting sick every night, not eating or eating to the point of getting sick, smoking a crazy amount... I hate it... then his damned father promised to call him, so they can get together. He didn't call, again. Why don't they just leave him the fuck alone? Honestly. Fucking get out of our lives...
School is good. The only class that is beyond pointless is my Interpersonal Communication class. Sounds like it would be fun, right? The teacher is SO fucking lame and boring, it's horrid! HORRID!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I just want to kick him. But, I need the credit, I love my other classes, so life goes on.
Overall, it's been good lately. I feel a little bit left out of the frat boy circle, but then I remember Allen... oohhh. I love him!
Poor Ellie is finally over all of the sickness. But now, her leg is hurting. She whimpers constantly. Probably going to the vet tomorrow... I swear, I am putting her kids through college or something...
But, life is good. Yey! A full entry!
My braces should be off soon, I am excited for that. I have an appointment in October (like the 4... I think...) and when I go we see if I get to get impressions. As soon as I get those, two weeks and they are off! Yey! No more food stuck in my teeth... that is exciting!
I enrolled at Schoolcraft for culinary. The goal is to eventually have a bakery. I feel much better now that I have a plan. Unfortuantely my Dad is pissed. "Why can't you just be a nurse? You'll always have a job. The money is so good!" Yeah, but my heart isn't there. I want to make people happy, not stick them with needles. And, what makes people happier then a good cupcake or cheesecake? Huh? Allen is behind it, so that's nice. I wish we could afford to move out. Not because I don't love my family, but I want to grow up all ready. If I get a better job, we'd be able to. Only problem? I love my job. But I can't keep doing it. I worked 40+ hours, only got 260. I can't do that. I just can't. And as a resteraunt, we're not doing well enough to give raises...
Allen and I are good. His poor family situation has been getting to him lately. He has been all anxious, getting sick every night, not eating or eating to the point of getting sick, smoking a crazy amount... I hate it... then his damned father promised to call him, so they can get together. He didn't call, again. Why don't they just leave him the fuck alone? Honestly. Fucking get out of our lives...
School is good. The only class that is beyond pointless is my Interpersonal Communication class. Sounds like it would be fun, right? The teacher is SO fucking lame and boring, it's horrid! HORRID!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I just want to kick him. But, I need the credit, I love my other classes, so life goes on.
Overall, it's been good lately. I feel a little bit left out of the frat boy circle, but then I remember Allen... oohhh. I love him!
Poor Ellie is finally over all of the sickness. But now, her leg is hurting. She whimpers constantly. Probably going to the vet tomorrow... I swear, I am putting her kids through college or something...
But, life is good. Yey! A full entry!