hmm
I have recently learned that I am still not over Matt. I really really miss him. All the time (just about) and I know, I'm quasi with Jake still (long story, not enough time) but I think that I am willing to admit for the first time, that I was really and truly in love with him. I fell head over heels, and I fell hard. It's very hard for me to see him go through a hard time. I care about him a lot, and I think I might always care for him in a small way. He has a piece of my heart that hopefully I will be able to get back someday, but if not, to be 100% honest, I would be ok with him having that little piece forever.
Maybe someday he and I can find a way to be together, but if it's not "in the cards" so to speak, I'm not going to make something happen.
Anyways...
I am so extremely tired, I think I'm gonna go to bed. g'night....
Maybe someday he and I can find a way to be together, but if it's not "in the cards" so to speak, I'm not going to make something happen.
Anyways...
I am so extremely tired, I think I'm gonna go to bed. g'night....