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i am very ill. i think i either have strep-throat again or mono. it's awful. you what else is awful? sitting around thinking about people i shouldn't be and receiving angry emails from people i shouldn't be. and the worst part is crying tears i shouldn't be. my head is my greatest downfall. i think it's about time i start buying stuff to sort out my problems. i have started. yesterday i bought Motley Crue - shout at the devil. what a beautiful album.
i think i should call World Class and get my tattoo finished. i hope shaun's not mad at me, i was supposed to get it finished sooooo long ago.
i'm tired of certain people making me feel guilty for things i shouldn't feel guilty about. that is so fucked up. they really know how to guilt trip too. what the hell have i done that i should feel guilty about??? he is the one in wrong. not i. so there. leave me alone, you horrible person.
i am a wreck. and for what. some retard that just likes to hurt people for fun.
i miss my rachel soooooo much. i hope she's having fun me or it wouldn't be worth it.
i miss the support from rachel even when she thinks im stupid. im lost without her. i just want her back.
i think i should call World Class and get my tattoo finished. i hope shaun's not mad at me, i was supposed to get it finished sooooo long ago.
i'm tired of certain people making me feel guilty for things i shouldn't feel guilty about. that is so fucked up. they really know how to guilt trip too. what the hell have i done that i should feel guilty about??? he is the one in wrong. not i. so there. leave me alone, you horrible person.
i am a wreck. and for what. some retard that just likes to hurt people for fun.
i miss my rachel soooooo much. i hope she's having fun me or it wouldn't be worth it.
i miss the support from rachel even when she thinks im stupid. im lost without her. i just want her back.