Jun 26, 2006 15:10
I feel like shite.
I had another rather one sided row with my mum this morning and it went on. And on. AND ON. I took it, it's best not to argue because I actually haven't got a leg to stand on. I have spent too much money. I feel so miserable it's actually making cry. Well, it's not that amazing, lots of things make me cry, but y'know... I need love. I need a hug and a kiss. And a cup of sweet iced tea. And maybe a winning lottery ticket.
I'm sick and tired of 1) Not EVER being taken seriously 2) Being yelled at like I'm a fucking child 3) Being the black sheep. I am NOT a bad person! Seriously mother, I may have a hickey on my neck, a spider on my back and be in a mountain of debt but, what d'you know, I'M A FUCKING STUDENT!
I just.. feel powerless. I feel like I can't do anything. I just- Argh. I feel so low.
*listens to Shaun of the Dead soundtrack*
Man... it's weird. That really cheered me up! GRIN! I really want to watch that now. Pity I left my keys at home in Clacton. Poo brains. Nevermind.
HEHEEHE!