shoot mommy
So meet me if you care.. I'll be at the spot.. Oh well maybe not..
so.. today was pretty bad. like all my other days.
i hate fighting with him. ack.. i hate it. i just care about him so much and i dont like it when things get mixed up and we end up fighting.. we've been fighting ALOT lately. and i mean a lot. and not just lately its been for a while.. on and off i guess. he promised everything would get better but i dont know. i hope it does. whatever happens i want us to be together.
"You are whose inside my heart. We dont want to be apart. I would cry to see you go."
its weird. i'm not lonely anymore. i just got so used to being lonely for the longest time. even if i did have a boyfriend. but now its different. maybe thats why i love spending time with him. he makes me happy. (when we're not fighting)
so we're learning about drugs. armph.. and pregnancy.. i can't wait to be a mom. i mean yeah ouch that would really hurt but raising one would be so much fun. god i can't wait.... well.. yes i can.
i wish i could go to prommmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm *envious of rita whos going to look gorgeous and i know it!
get my permit monday or wednesday or something like that. cant waiiiiiiiitttt. grah. too long. and shut up all u people who have their license before me! im getting there. its not my fault my parents didnt have sex earlier than they did.
busy busy at school.. emo emo.. blah blah.. tired.. i dyed my hair black again. i miss my purple and pink. whyyyyyyy...... so im thinking of putting blue on the underneath and chopping it off and making it really jaggedy and layered like to my shoulders with more bangs than i have now.. my tummy is tan.. yumm..
----i want to go to prom! damnittt... next year will be so much fun. so i should be working on hw since i still have shit loads to do... just thot id update since i really havent. oh yeah and happy late 6 month to me. our 7th month is in like 2 weeks. yey!
<3
so.. today was pretty bad. like all my other days.
i hate fighting with him. ack.. i hate it. i just care about him so much and i dont like it when things get mixed up and we end up fighting.. we've been fighting ALOT lately. and i mean a lot. and not just lately its been for a while.. on and off i guess. he promised everything would get better but i dont know. i hope it does. whatever happens i want us to be together.
"You are whose inside my heart. We dont want to be apart. I would cry to see you go."
its weird. i'm not lonely anymore. i just got so used to being lonely for the longest time. even if i did have a boyfriend. but now its different. maybe thats why i love spending time with him. he makes me happy. (when we're not fighting)
so we're learning about drugs. armph.. and pregnancy.. i can't wait to be a mom. i mean yeah ouch that would really hurt but raising one would be so much fun. god i can't wait.... well.. yes i can.
i wish i could go to prommmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm *envious of rita whos going to look gorgeous and i know it!
get my permit monday or wednesday or something like that. cant waiiiiiiiitttt. grah. too long. and shut up all u people who have their license before me! im getting there. its not my fault my parents didnt have sex earlier than they did.
busy busy at school.. emo emo.. blah blah.. tired.. i dyed my hair black again. i miss my purple and pink. whyyyyyyy...... so im thinking of putting blue on the underneath and chopping it off and making it really jaggedy and layered like to my shoulders with more bangs than i have now.. my tummy is tan.. yumm..
----i want to go to prom! damnittt... next year will be so much fun. so i should be working on hw since i still have shit loads to do... just thot id update since i really havent. oh yeah and happy late 6 month to me. our 7th month is in like 2 weeks. yey!
<3