What is the next step.....

Oct 31, 2008 16:41

I'm stuck.... so i am throwing it all out into the universe. I just don't know what I am suposed to do about the 'boy'. This is what i know.... his name is Mark, he works for Bayer, and he lives in Ladner. He rocked my world!

What i have to decide is if this was something that is supposed to just be a perfect memory of a great night (or a great 5 minutes) or if I am suposed to find him . Even if I did manage to track him down and nothing came of it then @ least I would know right......

I have been the master of being a fly on the wall my whole life. I'm pretty much everyone's single girlfriend. I've just always been that way. As soon as any attention was sent my way i would freeze up etc etc etc........ So the fact that i did the opposite of that with him to me is HUGE! I was soooo comfortable. It was like something in me finally woke up.

I am trying to pull myself back a bit as i don't think being obsessed will get me anywhere but still ...... I've looked on facebook, tried to search Bayer but it is a huge company and they don't have any type of employee directory on-line.....anyone have any ideas??? Sunday it will be two weeks since that fateful moment so after that i am laying it to rest and if her does show up or find me it will be fate and if not it will just be an awesome memory.
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