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Last summer I had an affair - an emotional one - we actually hardly spent any time together but the text messaging wa over the top. After the most intense 2 weeks of my life I tried calling it off as that person is shall we say "married". It took a few tries but we finally managed to calm things down. Not seeing this person is not really an option as they work @ the pub that i go to all the time with work) Getting over this person has to have been one of the hardest thing I have ever done. The whole thing snuck up on me so fast , and it was soooooo real. It was so amazing to know that I could fell ssomething for someone even if it was not someone I could be with. I was at a point where i was beginning to think i was never going to feel anything for anyone.I still have days where I wonder what if?......
Today I found out they have split up and I feel like I've been hit with a truck. I was really @ a point where I think it was finally past it all but this has thrown it all out the window. I don't know what to feel. I am soooo confused...
Today I found out they have split up and I feel like I've been hit with a truck. I was really @ a point where I think it was finally past it all but this has thrown it all out the window. I don't know what to feel. I am soooo confused...