Better Together. fo sho.

[pretty_fool]

So my biloarness is over. I'm happy today. God I hate how I get like that. It's sooo annoying. But oh well. I'm over it now. I just keep thinking about the 3285738275 times I've been screwed over by guys. I think that all of them will lie to me & I can't trust them. But I'm trying to change that with Taylor. I really hope he will be good for me. I'm just scared that if I finally trust someone I will get screwed again. & then I will probably never ever trust anyone. But oh well. I have to do this. I have to forget my past & move on. Start over fresh with him. I've known him for like 2years & he hasn't screwed me over yet so hopefully it won't change. Ugh. Now I need to just stop thinking about this before I get all blahblah emoness. I'm happy right now & everythings going good so thats all that counts. I don't need to worry about the past or the future. Just today.

Anyways, I got a job at the library. :D I'm a page in the childrens books. I get to get paid like $8 an hour to put books on shelves. Woohoo. It's part time but year round. I still need another job but for right now I'm good. I only have to work 14hours a week and the library closes early so no working nights :D hehe. & I get to work near the Strand :D So yeah I go in tommorrow at 11.

I want to do something tonight. Maybe double//triple date? Haha. Merritt//Matt me//Taylor Austin//Kam I dunno. Is there anything on this fucking island to do?!?! Call my house cause I STILLLLLLLL don't have a phone!!! ARG!