moving
so i have about a day and a half left in san antonio. i am upset about that. i don't want to leave i am not ready to say goodbye to my FREEDOM!!! i love my freedom. now i have to live in my parents house and be under their roof and their rules and shit and i don't want to deal with that. i like being able to go out and do things and go places and not have to worry about them wanting to know where i am and what i am doing and stuff like that. oh well i can handle 2 and a half months with them right? wrong!!! oh well what am i to do? megan told me to lock my doors and stand on the balcony and yell saying that i didn't want to leave yet! i don't think that will work with my parents they will prob stand there laughing at me or something like that. they are planning on coming tomorrow night and i told them that i wouldn't see them until sunday b/c i have plans to go out with jessica and go to a party or club or something. so they know not to bother me when they get here on saturday. i hate packing it is driving me up a wall!!! i am soo exhausted from packing all my stuff!! my room looks empty, so does my bathroom :( it looks really sad. i stop packing every now and then and cry. im sooo emotional!!! oh well what am i gonna do. i have to suck it up and finish packing. life goes on.