guys-grrrrrrrrrrrrrr

[pretty_eyes_84]

so i fucking hate guys. i don't get them and they say that we are the ones that are confusing. this guy is best friends with my best friends guy, and he is nice to a point. he, his name is noe, is in the army and is in fort hood so on thursday he called bridge (jess's guy)and was like hey dude do you want to come up to a concert they are having here for the troops? and bridge was like yea. and he was like do you think nicole would like to go to? and i hope she is not working and bridge was like i will ask jess to ask her and what not. so i was super excited b/c i kinda like this guy but it was weird b/c the first time he left he didn't say goodbye and i was like ok so he just used me last night but whatever. so when we got there he was like oh i am soo happy you came and i was afraid you were working and i wanted to tell you to take off of work and stuff. i was like no i am not working and i am glad you thought of me. we parked jess's truck at his friends house and we all went into his yukon to the base. so anyway we were there and we were having fun and stuff and talking and laughing and walking around and stuff. well when the concert was over we were walking back to his room and he asked me if i wanted to drive back with him and i was like yea but isn't lazaro(his other best friend) going with you and he was like i will get rid of him and we can be alone. i was like ok thats fine. so we went to drop off jess, bridge and lazaro at noe's friends house and i went to get my jacket from jess's truck and i went to say hi to his friend and i was like hey i am nicole and he was like oh so you are nicole i have heard sooo much about you. i was like really. he was like yea you are the one with the little sony dvd player in your room and your baby sisters pics in your room and you were born in jerusalem and he went on and on. i was like oh my gosh!! so anyway he left on sunday without a goodbye, again, and i was like ok whatever. i was hurt a little b/c i really like him and the way he made everything seem it was as though something more than just messing around was going to happen. but whatever, so now i move on!!
ok this is really weird: this morning my best friend, jess, and i were talking before history and i was like i haven't thought about, seen or talked to james(my ex) in almost 3 weeks and she was like wow that's good. so as we get up to go to class guess who i run into!?!?!?!?!?! JAMES!! i was like oh fuck GO THE OTHER WAY!!!! then i was changing in the car as i was going to work(running a little late) and as i pull off my shirt guess who drives by and sees me?!?!?!? JAMES!!!!!!!!!! i was like oh fuck. anyway i thought that was funny and i should share it. then later on jess and meg came and got me from work and we got quiznos. we went back to megs and talked for almost 2 hours about the time my ex-roommate and shannon almost killed me with a sleeping pill when i was drunk. they told me it was advil and i was like why did the advil break in half? and we were laughing our asses off about everything that happened that night from me and my drunken phone calls to jess and meg yelling at each other to ashley(my ex roommate) and shannons faces of shock when jess came running in through the door of my apt!! good times good times.