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I'm so hungover right now. I can't believe that I made it to work. I didn't hear the alarm go off I just happened to wake up and drive here. I was about 10 min late. I don't usually work Friday's.
Last night was crazy. I drank way to much. I haven't drank that much in a long time. I haven't wanted to. I don't know what my problem was. I just felt like drinking. Now I'm going to sit here and try to piece together the events from last night. (I forget a lot of stuff when I drink.)
The night started with the intent to go to see one of my favorite bands, Avail. They played at MJQ. I got down there and there was nowhere to park and I just wasn't feelin' a show last night so I ended up hanging out at The Unadored's practice. That's where my drinking began. Then I went to 80's night, which I was only planning on being at for maybe an hour at the most. I ended up closing down the place.
I had a really good time last night despite everything. I was able to have a good conversation with someone that's usually quiet, hung out with people that I hadn't seen in a little while, had words with my ex, and was taken care of by several people.
Sorry if I pissed anyone off last night. I was in rare form. I should have been more responsible since I had to work today. But I kinda have to say FUCK IT! I don't go out very much anymore, which is fine. I very much enjoy sitting at home and watching movies and spending time with the one I love. I usually prefer quiet evenings. So when I'm actually in the mood to go out, I go out. I'm still young damnit! I'm glad I got to see all of you and spend time with you guys.
I didn't mean to make you mad. I'm sorry that you had to deal with me at 5am. I know how much it bothers you and also how glad you are to be there for me. Please don't let my drunken evening give you a bad taste for others.
I wrote this last night so I thought that I would share it with you all:
Too many people involved in the same situation,
I love them all and it kills me anyway.
Can't say how I feel, too many feelings involved.
How can I feel so close yet so far away?
Drives me insane.
Bottled inside, all I want is to hide.
Don't want all the blame.
Know it's not mine but doesn't matter, same anyway.
That's all I have for now. You all have a spectacular day!
Last night was crazy. I drank way to much. I haven't drank that much in a long time. I haven't wanted to. I don't know what my problem was. I just felt like drinking. Now I'm going to sit here and try to piece together the events from last night. (I forget a lot of stuff when I drink.)
The night started with the intent to go to see one of my favorite bands, Avail. They played at MJQ. I got down there and there was nowhere to park and I just wasn't feelin' a show last night so I ended up hanging out at The Unadored's practice. That's where my drinking began. Then I went to 80's night, which I was only planning on being at for maybe an hour at the most. I ended up closing down the place.
I had a really good time last night despite everything. I was able to have a good conversation with someone that's usually quiet, hung out with people that I hadn't seen in a little while, had words with my ex, and was taken care of by several people.
Sorry if I pissed anyone off last night. I was in rare form. I should have been more responsible since I had to work today. But I kinda have to say FUCK IT! I don't go out very much anymore, which is fine. I very much enjoy sitting at home and watching movies and spending time with the one I love. I usually prefer quiet evenings. So when I'm actually in the mood to go out, I go out. I'm still young damnit! I'm glad I got to see all of you and spend time with you guys.
I didn't mean to make you mad. I'm sorry that you had to deal with me at 5am. I know how much it bothers you and also how glad you are to be there for me. Please don't let my drunken evening give you a bad taste for others.
I wrote this last night so I thought that I would share it with you all:
Too many people involved in the same situation,
I love them all and it kills me anyway.
Can't say how I feel, too many feelings involved.
How can I feel so close yet so far away?
Drives me insane.
Bottled inside, all I want is to hide.
Don't want all the blame.
Know it's not mine but doesn't matter, same anyway.
That's all I have for now. You all have a spectacular day!