rant

Aug 04, 2008 11:09

Ok, so not much of a rant, but just a frustrating incident. Me, my mom and my dad were talking about the wedding, and how dad wanted to change into jeans and a t-shirt after the ceremony. I asked him if he was going to wear his fish t-shirt, which on it has a fish and a turd. It states bass turd on it. I personally think it is funny, but I decided it would be inappropriate to wear, at one point he was going to give it to me. So, when dad asked me why I wouldn't wear it, I told him it would be a bad witness for God. My mom then made a comment about me being one of the pod people. It made me pretty angry, but I just didn't say a word. I fought the tendency to say something nasty, because it would have done me no good and I honestly think that it would have turned into a fight, which would just prove the point in her head about hypocrites. I know she is waiting for me to screw up and then blame the fact that I am imperfect on her view of God. Just proving that I am a hypocrite just like everyone else. She seems to think that once you become Saved, that you never sin again and you are perfect at all times. When something contradicts that view, then they are a hypocrite, and therefore don't believe in God. That's what it seems anyways. Then, she pretends like she didn't say a word, talking to me like nothing is wrong. She is just driving me bonkers lately. Honestly, I'm sick of it. I just want her to leave me alone about it. She obviously doesn't care that she hurts my feelings or anything like that and it just makes me mad. Honestly, what should I do about it?

K, bye!
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