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well... hope this goes well...
i opened this account coz i needed a place where to write freely since everyone checks either my deadjournal or fotolog and i can't say all i think in there...
lately things have been going semi well... i mean.. i dun have as many troubles or worries as i did have two months ago... for instance, i got a job... two to be honest... and im sort of making decisions now... which is rather good if you come to think about my constants yes... im starting to stand my ground and not let ppl walk all over me ((as they are so well used to))... but... on the other hand... i started cutting myself again last week... i dont know why... i've no idea really... i just... did... three relaxing cuts in my left arm...
aside from that... depression's nothing new... im kinda learning how to live with it... it's not as bad as mny would think... still... i dun think it's depression... just a few blue patches now and then.... then clear sky ahead... then clouds back on... you know... the usual teen life....
things at home are exaclty the way they've always been... faked interest.... everyone minding their own business... blah...
well, dear diary...
i opened this account coz i needed a place where to write freely since everyone checks either my deadjournal or fotolog and i can't say all i think in there...
lately things have been going semi well... i mean.. i dun have as many troubles or worries as i did have two months ago... for instance, i got a job... two to be honest... and im sort of making decisions now... which is rather good if you come to think about my constants yes... im starting to stand my ground and not let ppl walk all over me ((as they are so well used to))... but... on the other hand... i started cutting myself again last week... i dont know why... i've no idea really... i just... did... three relaxing cuts in my left arm...
aside from that... depression's nothing new... im kinda learning how to live with it... it's not as bad as mny would think... still... i dun think it's depression... just a few blue patches now and then.... then clear sky ahead... then clouds back on... you know... the usual teen life....
things at home are exaclty the way they've always been... faked interest.... everyone minding their own business... blah...
well, dear diary...