it's been a while
just got home from Florida last night
Uncle Rick & Colleen were waiting for me & Alex
my dad's on crack or something, he's been so werid latly
i'm mentally unstable
i don't know where my friends are {K. C. J. M. A.}
i spent about $1000 if not more on jeans in Florida
saw Kyle... ehh
spent time with Zerby & Margue (spelling?)
realized Florida people cant drive
had a mental break down for 4 hours last night
unpacked & gave Tommy his presents
took pictures to Rite Aid & got them done
they were all really old pictures:
from my birthday last year (when it was good & people actually remembered)
Sophomore basketball season
pictures of me and Jordan & Jess
Florida pictures from last year with Rachel
Sophomore homecoming
and Chem class with Sam Cara Alora Steve & Jeff....
if only life was like it use to be. more secure. more reasuring. more comforting... why does nothing ever really work out for me? it's like my whole life is bad luck right now :-/
my moms car broke down today, she was stuck @ some ice rink in Florida and my rude ass brother left her there by herself... he would do something like that... Asshole!!!
things i bought:
3 pair of 7 jeans
Joe jeans
a white polo tee
a black polo zippy
a Coach key chain
a Coach wallet & 7 jean's 4 Tommy
a hemp necklace & mary jane bracelet
3 pair of flip flops from Old Navy
and if there was anything else... i forgot.
i'm glad to be home but i'm upset to be @ home alone. [maybe just alone in general] i miss my old friends :-/
golf outting on Friday... NOT going! 0:-) thats one thing i can smile about
reunion Saturday & Sunday = are you fucking kidding me!!!
grandma and grandpa are staying @ my house for a week which means i'll be living somewhere else for a week
i wanna go up north with Tommy... but he doesnt wanna, so i guess were not going :-/ i've only been waiting all year to go... SweeT!
i think i'm going to see Robbie & Lori this weekend, i miss them!
me and Ray @ the airport before Florida 04'
ET & Lo... my lil freshy baller ;-) haha
Gigi me Alyse & Danie
hahahah... wow i loved Chem. 8-) me & Ra
Jess me & Jordan before our basketball game
my 15th birthday... last year was WAY better :-/ :(
the crew i knew & loved :-/ Kelsey me Julia & Alora... what happened?
why the fuck didnt Michaela go to Florida with me?!