i know i'm not your favorite
DEPRESSED (as most would call it) ... or just extremly upset! so i guess i'm only going to see Alora about... 5 out of the 19 days she's here, IF that :-/ which makes me want to dig myself in a whole after she leaves and never come out.. kind of like a mole (thats what my mom use to call my brother) but i donno, i just wish there was a way to bring her back for good, so i wouldn't have to count down the days until the next time i saw her. Same with Michaela & Elana... i wish they would ALL just move back! for good! and i wish Kate never moved, and all my Andover friends and everyone important to me would just STAY [including Lola] :( and finals stress me out like WOAH and i've been bitching 24/7 so i'm probably going to start my period soon which sucks major balls! & everyone is soo incredibly derr right now... oh yeah, speaking of "derr" i saw a deer today when i was out by the pool with Toe-mas. it was like running around and i was like, that CAN'T be a bunny rabbit! i'm obsessing over the fall out boy cd, so if anyones willing & <3's me, they should for sure hook me up with a copy of it ;-) haha. ONLY if you want though 0:-) i'd be INSANLY grateful.. just so you know!
Kelsey picked me up for school today. @ 7:05 on the DOT! lol she said she speeded over, even though it wasn't necessary. but i love her :) and shes such a good driver, i'm sincerly impressed! and Kelli drove me home today and i've decided everyone of my friends is truly GREAT @ driving and i'm gonna be the one with like 10 speeding tickets and 12 parking tickets and all that bull shit when i finaly get my license... haha but Cara & ToG already have my permission to drive the car for me, because i just can't even do all that. i'm not a good driver & i dont plan on being one! enough said!!
so me & Kelli have decided, instead of Monday-Friday basketball from 4-8, were just gonna do Monday & Wednseday 4-8! its still a lot of basketball but it's not as much....
someone be happy for Erica Victoria Treais, even though Mrs. Nuen HATES me, i got a 98% on my research paper that i totaly thought i was going to BOMB! no one understands how happy i was, and my parents actually think i'm a half decent kid now. whoot whoot!! :) and i got an A+/A+ on my book making project... even though i hated it and i still think everyone elses was like 1000 times better then mine. even the person that i'm not really speaking too right now, for no apparent reason had an amazing project :-/ GAHHH [yeah i get jealous pretty easily]. but it was REALLY good, and really dramatic, like not bad dramatic but like, it touches peoples hearts and it means somthing deep down inside type dramatic! but our impromptu was kinda like intense today, it was about this guy that seems all perfect and happy, but then he kills himself :-/ it was such a true poem, like once deciphered and thought to as far in as possible. it had so much meaning for a 76 year old lady to pick out for a bunch of 15 & 16 year olds. i think thats why it was so easy to write about. but i respect her because she liked my paper & said i put a lot of "heart-warming effort" into my essay. so WHOOT WHOOT to that too :-P
ChiNkY fInAL & GeOmeTry FinAl tomorw morning... GAYY!! then going out to get Dim Song with Steve-O! :) havn't had chinese food in FOREVER, i'm excited... ALora comes in like 38 (somethin like that) hours!!
HAPPY EFFIN SWEET 16 MY MAIN MAN/COUSIN RACHEL!! LOVE YOU SO MUCH!! driving up north, just the two of us and the highway/EVERYTHING ILLEGAL YOU COULD POSSIBLY THINK OF!! :-P LOVE YOU SO MUCH!