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I'm so surprised someone hasn't posted an icon of Aang going "I already have a picture of fire lord Ozai! And here's one I made out of noodles!" OMG! That's the best part of S3 so far xD I'm so making one, you lazy icon makers!
Now to find the pictures.. i'm sure they're out there though, Avatar fans are psycho about screencaps.
Speaking of Avatar, I found out Kyle has one of the volumes of book 2 :D And we watched it the other day. Watching a little marathon of that show like that really just consumes you with inspiration. Seriously, that is one of the best shows I have ever seen.. it's just amazing. It's so creative, and it's so well animated, and i'm a sucker for things that are well animated (like Tenchi Muyo, I used to watch that every day, and some of the scenes were just so fluid, it was great. Same thing for Cowboy Bebop).
Anyway...
I forgot to take some of my medicine this week, so my stomach started hurting like crazy. I though I ate something bad, but then I realized, I forgot to take my birth control for like 5 days in a row. And that's not good.
So my stomach is absolutely shot right now. It's getting A LITTLE better, but i'm still worried i'll have to skip monday, because i'm really dizzy when I get up, and everyone knows passing out in front of a bunch of people in the second way of school isn't exactly the best impression maker.
Or maybe it is. I don't know.
In gaming news.. let's see.. I got to the third ascent in Pharos in FF12. I couldn't figure that place out for the life of me xD It was so confusing. It was the first part i've actually had to look up a strategy guide for (besides the marks).
And that made me feel kind of bad, because i'm usually so good at figuring out puzzles.
But anyway... I think i'm almost done with that. Then I have 5 more marks, and one more area to explore and i'm done with the game! WOOT!
I've put like 106 hours into it so far, it's sick. I've never put that much time into a game like that besides WoW. And the scary part? I've not even scratched the surface of all the side quests.. ugh.
I played D2 yesterday with some of my WoW friends. It was a lot of fun, but they're kind of crazy. They just charge through everything and don't even pick up loot :\ When I play, I make sure to explore every inch of every place and pick up everything I can.
I keep forgetting to change my pay cycle on WoW back to every month. I really think i'm on the verge of letting it go, and I want that choice. The attitudes of other players just really brings me down, and I don't want to be a part of it. I just don't get why people have to suck so much...
And speaking of sucking, i've been really depressed lately about my cat. I actually cried because of her for the first time in several months.
There's nothing wrong with her physically, but I feel like a mom letting my child go. I took care of her when she was just a little baby, and she followed me everywhere, and always wanted to sit with me. And now she growls and stuff whenever I pick her up and try to play with her. It makes me so sad. I just wanted a pet to keep me company so I don't feel so lonely, and all she does is just bite me and run away..
My mom said she'll only be playful like this for a few more months, and she'll grow out of it. But I don't WANT to wait. I feel so vulnerable right now, and just want company from SOMETHING. And I can't even have her, it just sucks.
tired
listening to » taking control // eisley
I'm so surprised someone hasn't posted an icon of Aang going "I already have a picture of fire lord Ozai! And here's one I made out of noodles!" OMG! That's the best part of S3 so far xD I'm so making one, you lazy icon makers!
Now to find the pictures.. i'm sure they're out there though, Avatar fans are psycho about screencaps.
Speaking of Avatar, I found out Kyle has one of the volumes of book 2 :D And we watched it the other day. Watching a little marathon of that show like that really just consumes you with inspiration. Seriously, that is one of the best shows I have ever seen.. it's just amazing. It's so creative, and it's so well animated, and i'm a sucker for things that are well animated (like Tenchi Muyo, I used to watch that every day, and some of the scenes were just so fluid, it was great. Same thing for Cowboy Bebop).
Anyway...
I forgot to take some of my medicine this week, so my stomach started hurting like crazy. I though I ate something bad, but then I realized, I forgot to take my birth control for like 5 days in a row. And that's not good.
So my stomach is absolutely shot right now. It's getting A LITTLE better, but i'm still worried i'll have to skip monday, because i'm really dizzy when I get up, and everyone knows passing out in front of a bunch of people in the second way of school isn't exactly the best impression maker.
Or maybe it is. I don't know.
In gaming news.. let's see.. I got to the third ascent in Pharos in FF12. I couldn't figure that place out for the life of me xD It was so confusing. It was the first part i've actually had to look up a strategy guide for (besides the marks).
And that made me feel kind of bad, because i'm usually so good at figuring out puzzles.
But anyway... I think i'm almost done with that. Then I have 5 more marks, and one more area to explore and i'm done with the game! WOOT!
I've put like 106 hours into it so far, it's sick. I've never put that much time into a game like that besides WoW. And the scary part? I've not even scratched the surface of all the side quests.. ugh.
I played D2 yesterday with some of my WoW friends. It was a lot of fun, but they're kind of crazy. They just charge through everything and don't even pick up loot :\ When I play, I make sure to explore every inch of every place and pick up everything I can.
I keep forgetting to change my pay cycle on WoW back to every month. I really think i'm on the verge of letting it go, and I want that choice. The attitudes of other players just really brings me down, and I don't want to be a part of it. I just don't get why people have to suck so much...
And speaking of sucking, i've been really depressed lately about my cat. I actually cried because of her for the first time in several months.
There's nothing wrong with her physically, but I feel like a mom letting my child go. I took care of her when she was just a little baby, and she followed me everywhere, and always wanted to sit with me. And now she growls and stuff whenever I pick her up and try to play with her. It makes me so sad. I just wanted a pet to keep me company so I don't feel so lonely, and all she does is just bite me and run away..
My mom said she'll only be playful like this for a few more months, and she'll grow out of it. But I don't WANT to wait. I feel so vulnerable right now, and just want company from SOMETHING. And I can't even have her, it just sucks.