well i had a shitty bday but i got almost everything i wanted so it…: pretty_

pretty__romance

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Nov 22, 2005 02:16

well i had a shitty bday but i got almost everything i wanted so it was ok but still shitty, gr! i just wanted andrew to ask me out i was hoping for a bf for my bday but didnt get it but no hes not ready yet. i hate this i hate my life. maybe im just not pretty enough or perfect enough for him. so far thats been the problem with all the guys in my past, i know cuz thats wat theyve told me. i shuold be used to it by now and not get so disappointed when they tell me that. amywayz he never make up his damn mind and loves playin hard to get, atleast it seems like it, well know what? 2 can play that game!!!! ima try start playin along now, grr. andrew says he dont know what he wants and said wed be better off friends cuz he just wants to work and stuff or whatever. it hurt cuz all he does the whole time is just lead me on. i need to stop getting with guys that all they do is hurt me. they use me and like they trhow me away or something. i dont want to give up on him but if he dont figure out what he wants soon im gonna give up even though i dont want to cuz i really like him theres just something about him that when i talk to him and hang out with him it lights me up and gives me butterflies. out of all the guys i've liked in my life and dated i've never gotten butterflies with a guy and he's the first. thats why i dont want to give up but i dont want to get hurt either or get my hopes up so much. hopefully things will turn around for me soon.....anywayz heres pics..

i love this pic of me hee hee

i can't even see my other eye, eek!!!!!! wtshit!? lol

i got coach shoes finally!! yay!!! their so fuckin awesome i love them lol and tomorrow ima get a sidekick, im sucha spoiled bitch lol

p.s. comment my pics bitches!!! lol