Jun 13, 2004 00:05
I am disappointed in myself. And I don't know why I thought it was funny, funny the way things worked out. I guess it's just because I got excited because I thought you actually wanted to spend time together, but i was wrong. So I laughed because I was stupid. I should have gone to bed 2 hours ago. But i didn't. I think I am starting to get numb, and i think that is funny too. I feel ... I don't know. I feel numbness and laughter and frustrated.
I officially have two jobs. I suggest you feel in the mood for chinese food tomorrow, thursday or friday. Tonight at work made me laugh, and I am teaching her how to speak English :)
Oh how it feels to be second place and two steps ahead
I'm not stupid, I know it isn't the same anymore.
15 days til the biggest test ever