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have you ever just felt so drained yet you've done nothing
ive been so bitchy and so tired and have just looked for the worst in people and i cant take what ive become
ive gonethrough so much and experienced so much negativity that people have put on me
like when i was in 8th grade i hate a total of 6 friends, 3 of them put posters on my locker on my 13th birthday and we went for a walk..the next time we had passed my locker.. they were all ripped down, stomped and spit on, we never did catch the people who done it but im just wondering why youd want to ruin someones special day.
all of my past has been catching up to me i think, ive been thinking way too much about everything negative thats happened recently and in my past..
i shouldbe thinking about every little thing thats compensated for all those bad things that have happened.
there's too much drama with my best friend
there's too much drama with my mom
there's too much drama with everyone and i dont think i can handle it anymore
I wanna just be me, no other person picking away at me..
i feel like im in a glass box being evaluated by everyone, everyday, everyone just looking for something negative to say about my appearance, personality, the way i am in general
what am i to you?
what am i to myself?
what are you to yourself?
will we ever know
♥
i hope this has some impact on someone
ive been so bitchy and so tired and have just looked for the worst in people and i cant take what ive become
ive gonethrough so much and experienced so much negativity that people have put on me
like when i was in 8th grade i hate a total of 6 friends, 3 of them put posters on my locker on my 13th birthday and we went for a walk..the next time we had passed my locker.. they were all ripped down, stomped and spit on, we never did catch the people who done it but im just wondering why youd want to ruin someones special day.
all of my past has been catching up to me i think, ive been thinking way too much about everything negative thats happened recently and in my past..
i shouldbe thinking about every little thing thats compensated for all those bad things that have happened.
there's too much drama with my best friend
there's too much drama with my mom
there's too much drama with everyone and i dont think i can handle it anymore
I wanna just be me, no other person picking away at me..
i feel like im in a glass box being evaluated by everyone, everyday, everyone just looking for something negative to say about my appearance, personality, the way i am in general
what am i to you?
what am i to myself?
what are you to yourself?
will we ever know
♥
i hope this has some impact on someone