Apr 29, 2004 23:42
I want to be Happy...thats all I fucking want. I want to be with a great guy, a guy that will do anything for me, a guy that cares about me. I just want someone to Love. I want someone to hold and kiss...I miss having someone.
I hate you. I hate all the time I wasted with you. I hate everything we ever were. I hate everything you ever did for me or gave me. I hate all the lies you told me. I hate all the wasted days we spent together. I hate all the memories we made. I hate myself for everything I gave up for you. I hate myself for everything I did with you.
Fuck it all. Fuck you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you.
Your not gonna ruin my life anymore. I'm done with you completely. Im letting you go. Im moving on for good. Your not gonna make me feel like shit anymore. Your nothing to me anymore. You ruined everything. You stepped on the last piece of my heart. You made me cry for the last time tonight. I will no longer allow myself to cry over you. your not worth it. any of it.
Dont call me. Dont smile at me. Dont touch me. Dont talk to me. Dont talk about me. Dont think about me. I want nothing to do with you. Stay the fuck out of my life because I hate you.
I hope one day you think of me and you miss me and I hope it fucking eats you alive. I hope you realize how much of a waste of life you are and I hope you live a miserable fucking life. And I hope you remember me...remember all I fucking did for you...I hope it fucking hurts you.
Did I mention that I Fucking hate you.
I'll eat your heart out so you feel my pain.