This is long...If you dont wanna read it then you dont fucking have to!
Sometimes I cant help but miss him...
Its okay though right? We were together over a year...and we've only been apart for a little less then 3 months. So Im allowed to miss him. Aren't I? I cant help it...Its not like I wanna feel like this. I dont even think Its him I miss...Its just "us." Its all the fun things we used to do..All the crazy times we had. I miss him most right now...when I feel like i have no one. He'd Always be on my side...He'd always be there for me...as a friend or a boyfriend. The one thing I hate more than anything is that fact that everywhere I go, Everything I do...reminds me of him. Memories of him are everyhwere and I just want to fucking escape them.
I hate today. My grades Blow. Everything seems to be falling apart. I dont know what I want at all anymore. I like Don and I want something so badly, but I think I ruined it. ugh...I want today to be over...
I remember one month ago today...Me and Cordelia were sitting in my living room..I was bitching bcuz I couldnt go to the Story of the year Concert. Then Brian told me the news about Teddy and I just froze. I fucking broke down and started crying and nothing else mattered at that point.
I hope today is just a Reminder to everyone that we all need to get along and live everyday like its your last because life isnt promised...
R.I.P Teddy*
I Love you and Miss you more than you know<33*
It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.
Its okay though right? We were together over a year...and we've only been apart for a little less then 3 months. So Im allowed to miss him. Aren't I? I cant help it...Its not like I wanna feel like this. I dont even think Its him I miss...Its just "us." Its all the fun things we used to do..All the crazy times we had. I miss him most right now...when I feel like i have no one. He'd Always be on my side...He'd always be there for me...as a friend or a boyfriend. The one thing I hate more than anything is that fact that everywhere I go, Everything I do...reminds me of him. Memories of him are everyhwere and I just want to fucking escape them.
I hate today. My grades Blow. Everything seems to be falling apart. I dont know what I want at all anymore. I like Don and I want something so badly, but I think I ruined it. ugh...I want today to be over...
I remember one month ago today...Me and Cordelia were sitting in my living room..I was bitching bcuz I couldnt go to the Story of the year Concert. Then Brian told me the news about Teddy and I just froze. I fucking broke down and started crying and nothing else mattered at that point.
I hope today is just a Reminder to everyone that we all need to get along and live everyday like its your last because life isnt promised...
R.I.P Teddy*
I Love you and Miss you more than you know<33*
It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.