Just a quickie...
... I have to be at the gyno is less than an hour!
So, I have been home for two days now. Whooptie-freakin'-doo! I have got virtually nothing done. A bout (sp?) of depression hit me yesterday and I spent most of the day sleeping or looking around my room wondering "where the fuck am I gonna put that" and "why the fuck isn't this fitting there?!" It was a frustrating experience! I hate moving!
I did, however, manage to grill up some rather nummy steaks for mi madre y yo. I texted Mel once I had the grill "blazing" to let her know I was thinking of her. Her "make me proud mama" reply brought tears to my eyes.
Today I managed to junk the old, shitty comp and hook up mine (obviously). My comp makes dial-up not seem so bad, but still this shits gots to go! I've been pampered w/ the DSL for far too long to deal w/ this mumbo jumbo!
Some weirdo lady who cleaned my teeth earlier got off on how gorgeous my mouth was. Kinda freaky!
I'm in this sorta double bladed sword situation w/ my long time crush/obsession Mark. Y! Y! Y!????!!!!!!
WTF? I'm still at the dunno status. I know what I should do. I know the right thing to do. I know the moral thing to do. The thing that Nat and my mom and mother would advise me to do. BUT, since when the fuck have I EVER listened to any of that reason!?!
Zake is suppose to be back in Fla today. I hope he calls me soon! I miss my #1 soul homie!!!
Ok, all for now. Gotta spend some time on a "summers eve" before my next appt.!!!
So, I have been home for two days now. Whooptie-freakin'-doo! I have got virtually nothing done. A bout (sp?) of depression hit me yesterday and I spent most of the day sleeping or looking around my room wondering "where the fuck am I gonna put that" and "why the fuck isn't this fitting there?!" It was a frustrating experience! I hate moving!
I did, however, manage to grill up some rather nummy steaks for mi madre y yo. I texted Mel once I had the grill "blazing" to let her know I was thinking of her. Her "make me proud mama" reply brought tears to my eyes.
Today I managed to junk the old, shitty comp and hook up mine (obviously). My comp makes dial-up not seem so bad, but still this shits gots to go! I've been pampered w/ the DSL for far too long to deal w/ this mumbo jumbo!
Some weirdo lady who cleaned my teeth earlier got off on how gorgeous my mouth was. Kinda freaky!
I'm in this sorta double bladed sword situation w/ my long time crush/obsession Mark. Y! Y! Y!????!!!!!!
WTF? I'm still at the dunno status. I know what I should do. I know the right thing to do. I know the moral thing to do. The thing that Nat and my mom and mother would advise me to do. BUT, since when the fuck have I EVER listened to any of that reason!?!
Zake is suppose to be back in Fla today. I hope he calls me soon! I miss my #1 soul homie!!!
Ok, all for now. Gotta spend some time on a "summers eve" before my next appt.!!!