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soo hard to wake up. even with the wierd dreams.
today, i'm already late for work. i find it hard to care though. i don't feel done with SP, but i definitely feel released from a lot of mental obligation. which is nice.
even though the here'n'now part of me isn't focused on moving at all, the back part of my brain (the planner) is already looking around and deciding what can stay, what gets sold and what goes with. the hardest part is listening to my brain plan without knowledge of where i'll end up. even though i'm against it, mainly for lara's sake, i might end up in a much smaller location than my current house. and in that case, everything might not fit. sad but true.
it's the 5th. the 20th is my "last" day at SP. that leaves 15 days in between... 9 work days. damn. i thought there was more.
love kittie
today, i'm already late for work. i find it hard to care though. i don't feel done with SP, but i definitely feel released from a lot of mental obligation. which is nice.
even though the here'n'now part of me isn't focused on moving at all, the back part of my brain (the planner) is already looking around and deciding what can stay, what gets sold and what goes with. the hardest part is listening to my brain plan without knowledge of where i'll end up. even though i'm against it, mainly for lara's sake, i might end up in a much smaller location than my current house. and in that case, everything might not fit. sad but true.
it's the 5th. the 20th is my "last" day at SP. that leaves 15 days in between... 9 work days. damn. i thought there was more.
love kittie