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hello there strangers! i feel bad that i never write in this...cuz i like writing in it but im either too busy, too tired, or too lazy
christmas is like... tomorrow.. wow. i haven't gotten my parents gift, my dad's present (i think im gonna get him "jesus is my homeboy" t-shirt--- if you know my dad you probably understand) and my gifts to my uncle robert. so eddie and i are gonna do that tonight when i get home from work. btw-- nothin is happening at work and the work that i did refused to save and is forcing me to redo the work on another computer (another computer doesn't exist). so-- as a result ive been sitting at my boss's desk checking out www.larrythecableguy.com website, reading eddie's xanga and now writing in my own journal! yay!
so this past weekend soche, eddie, and i went down to LA and stayed at bella's house. we went to disneyland, santa monica, billiards pool hall, LA China Town, dickies outlet store, a vietnamese Pho (sounds like fa though) place, a falaffle place and ya... a bunch of other food places! it was definately an interesting weekend, nontheless. i was able to get to know more of eddie's family and his life. and after all of it-- i only love and respect him more. soche too-- shes so fricken awesome and strong in her beliefs. im glad she is so independent because she has travelled so much and is so intelligent it is great to talk to her.-- at disneyland we met up with soche's friend vicky and her brother johnson and their cousin philip. they are soooooo nice! we didn't get on that many rides: haunted mansion (nightmare before christmas style), splash mountain, indiana jones, thunder mountain railroad, matterhorn, and star tours. haha i told eddie that when he comes at summertime he'll know DL, DD, and CA like the back of his hand!-- the ride to and from LA was actually quite enjoyable. soche and eddie are really fun to talk to and hang out with and it wasn't like an akward ride -- we just talked and learned more about each other. lots of fun!
so ya-- eddie is incredible. i am so in love with him. after LA, iuno-- every morning i wake up and i turn over and reach out to grab his hand... and hes not there. i got so used to being able to wake up kiss him, tell him i love him and then start my day. haha its kinda like for one weekend i was spoiled in the fact that i got to be with the man i love for 24 hours a day for 3 straight days and now im not and i now know what i am missing. he really is an amazing person. he is very strong, loving, caring, trusting, honest, smart, and so much much MUCH more. we are able to do whatever whenever and work together through what comes our way-- which is why i really appreciate our time in LA. whether it is something about communicating or me getting lost in vallejo (uh ya...that happened.... yesterday)-- we compliment each other on how to get through it all-- he calms me down when i get all irish stubborn and thats like.. wow. i don't know any other way to say it besides eddie completes me and i love him very much.
i feel like my day is not done if i have not seen eddie-- he makes me feel good when im sad and better when im happy. we are comfortable with each others' families.
i read all of his xanga entries since a few days before we started dating-- we both have grown as our relationship has developed and it makes me happy to know how much more we will grow and our relationship will develop as time passes us by.
i love you eddie
merry christmas everyone-- thats right i said christmas b/c thats what i celebrate and im not ashamed or embarrassed(but thats a rant for another day)
christmas is like... tomorrow.. wow. i haven't gotten my parents gift, my dad's present (i think im gonna get him "jesus is my homeboy" t-shirt--- if you know my dad you probably understand) and my gifts to my uncle robert. so eddie and i are gonna do that tonight when i get home from work. btw-- nothin is happening at work and the work that i did refused to save and is forcing me to redo the work on another computer (another computer doesn't exist). so-- as a result ive been sitting at my boss's desk checking out www.larrythecableguy.com website, reading eddie's xanga and now writing in my own journal! yay!
so this past weekend soche, eddie, and i went down to LA and stayed at bella's house. we went to disneyland, santa monica, billiards pool hall, LA China Town, dickies outlet store, a vietnamese Pho (sounds like fa though) place, a falaffle place and ya... a bunch of other food places! it was definately an interesting weekend, nontheless. i was able to get to know more of eddie's family and his life. and after all of it-- i only love and respect him more. soche too-- shes so fricken awesome and strong in her beliefs. im glad she is so independent because she has travelled so much and is so intelligent it is great to talk to her.-- at disneyland we met up with soche's friend vicky and her brother johnson and their cousin philip. they are soooooo nice! we didn't get on that many rides: haunted mansion (nightmare before christmas style), splash mountain, indiana jones, thunder mountain railroad, matterhorn, and star tours. haha i told eddie that when he comes at summertime he'll know DL, DD, and CA like the back of his hand!-- the ride to and from LA was actually quite enjoyable. soche and eddie are really fun to talk to and hang out with and it wasn't like an akward ride -- we just talked and learned more about each other. lots of fun!
so ya-- eddie is incredible. i am so in love with him. after LA, iuno-- every morning i wake up and i turn over and reach out to grab his hand... and hes not there. i got so used to being able to wake up kiss him, tell him i love him and then start my day. haha its kinda like for one weekend i was spoiled in the fact that i got to be with the man i love for 24 hours a day for 3 straight days and now im not and i now know what i am missing. he really is an amazing person. he is very strong, loving, caring, trusting, honest, smart, and so much much MUCH more. we are able to do whatever whenever and work together through what comes our way-- which is why i really appreciate our time in LA. whether it is something about communicating or me getting lost in vallejo (uh ya...that happened.... yesterday)-- we compliment each other on how to get through it all-- he calms me down when i get all irish stubborn and thats like.. wow. i don't know any other way to say it besides eddie completes me and i love him very much.
i feel like my day is not done if i have not seen eddie-- he makes me feel good when im sad and better when im happy. we are comfortable with each others' families.
i read all of his xanga entries since a few days before we started dating-- we both have grown as our relationship has developed and it makes me happy to know how much more we will grow and our relationship will develop as time passes us by.
i love you eddie
merry christmas everyone-- thats right i said christmas b/c thats what i celebrate and im not ashamed or embarrassed(but thats a rant for another day)