When paranoia haunts my fractured sleep.

[preternatural_]

Just so you know,
I'm feeling less than wonderful.
In case you care,
I'm feeling sort of tragic.
Just kiss me now,
before I forget what it feels like,
to be warm,
to be whole,
to be complete,
to be yours.
Scraping it all together,
keeping my insides in place.
Just for a sliver,
one tiny fraction.
Frail optimism,
motivation.
Operation Hope.
Make sure I know what it feels like,
to be warm,
to be whole,
to be complete,
to be yours.

And to end with some silverstein lyrics...

"Powerless I stand, tarnished blade, cutting through, pushed into my vein.
Blood still stains my hands.
Sharpening my sense of pain outside,
my heart bleeds no more.

My heart bleeds no more;
now, it's been turned to stone.
You're stomach feels sick for someone else.
I've broken both my legs falling for you.
Drag me on the ground."