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A friend in the hospital. My cold compress didn't help much I suppose. And too many deranged thoughts and mistakes to name. Not falling asleep. Can't picture ever falling asleep, just like I can't picture her weak on a bed, or scared or crying. Can't stop thinking, even more than normal. All this, plus the stuff from my last post. Fuck. Too much. When you come back I promise we'll watch the sun rise over the lake.
And when they've given their all some stagger and fall
After all it's not easy
Banging your heart against some mad bugger's wall
And when they've given their all some stagger and fall
After all it's not easy
Banging your heart against some mad bugger's wall