Feb 09, 2004 16:38
its fucked when you think of how you should be dead but you screwed even that up, and thinking of this makes you cry.
so, she's gone. she left without telling me. she left with my stuff. and i know that i will probably never speak to her again.
i tell myself i shouldnt waste even one fucking tear on the whole situation, but never the less, i cant help it. im dehydrated.
and i repeat: im useless. ask anyone, they'll tell you