I Fail

[pretendsmile]

I feel like my ADD has finally taken me over. I can't gather any of my thoughts anymore. It's becoming increasingly difficult to do simple things like write critical response answers, or write papers, because i cant solidify any of the thoughts that i have going through my mind. There's a million and one things that i'm thinking of, and to try and find words to describe it is very difficult. Maybe it's just really becoming apparent to me because of my research class (ok, that is the reason why). My teacher is the most analytical person i have ever met in my life, and it's really hard to try and talk or discuss with her the things that im thinking of because im all over the place with my ideas and she can't follow what i'm trying to say because she is so analytical, which in turn makes me feel really stupid and bad about myself. She makes me feel like I am dumb. I know it isn't intentional, but that is what is happening. It's really starting to take a toll on me because i have constant anxiety, and im starting to feel like i'm an idiot. I think that I need to start taking adderall again. Spring Break can't come soon enough.

On a lighter note though, I did have a fun weekend :) and i bought a new pair of chucks, which makes the day brighter ( even though they are black =P )

Am I allowed to drop out of life?