I'm Killing Loneliness...With You...
...I hit rock bottom.. and i was awoken by the one person who truly cared about me... the one person who told me to stop the one person who got defensive over me. He is absolutley amazing...and I should give him my life for it....instead I gave him a promise.
...My promise was....
.. im changing for the better... im going to start making better choices and im finally waking up from these two monthsof hitting bottom....it took two months of shitty choices to realize how much i've fucked up...and .. i want you to be here with me...I'm goignt o start doing all my school work.. and stop drinkign and not make stupid choices. im going to do what means the most to me. I'm going to get into college and go to school to be a history major. I'm not going to let anyone get in the way of what I ant to do with my life. And'm going to get through it.. no matter what. I'll sacrifice anything to get my everything.
on these conditions...
if you stop making stupid decisions, do everything you said up there^. Dont get mad over stupid shit. Dont thorw anything away. Pass school. And do what you want
...I said I promise.. It'll take alot.. but I'm willing and I'll go the distance...
I still love him wiht every piece of my heart and I will never let go of him...