]look at the fool[
wow its been awhile i didn't really write about the drama of the sarah cheating on david ordeal but whatever she wanted to kick my ass and then chickend out whatever um so about three weeks ago i broke it off with derek right and i was talkin to my friends friend derek right and i think we've fallen for each other but theres that little voice sayin u just learned from derek that he didn't love you i mean i kinda see it as a sign but its just a name right? yeah enough about that ok so i have this friend and im really scared about her cuz i care alot for her and shes hitting some hard times and shes gettin really down and im starting to get scared...shes never been like this for so long so bad and i really miss her i hope she gets better...to add to her life shes sick on top of all that i really hope its NOT serious because i would die if something ever happened to her.....i really miss her and can't wait to hang out with her soon :-\