slow start
well, it's a slow and sleepy start I made this day. School began again after two too much bussy weeks. I actually thought of realxing, well it wasn't quite so realxed as I thought!
second week didn't turned out the way it should and the conversation with that officer last monday discouraged me a little bit. thanks to my goddess and my own believe in myself, I found my way back to myself and the right of my decision! I want to do this! I want to become a pilot! And I knew it wouldn't be easy!! So why... *sighs*...I'm not concerning about myself, it's just that I was so damn nervous without any real reason! But I talked to a schoolmate and he said that it's normal that you're a little discouraged by such persons. they're officers, they had a speacial training for that: for scaring and frighing and discouraging people. So I shouldn't feel that bad. I don't anymore, but I was very very down last monday.
So, rest of the week....I wont bore nether you nor myself with the stuff I had to do last week, so let's jsut keep that part out and start with the things happening right now.
Ohhhh...but there's still something which lighted my holiydays *bg* I've got the autograph of JF *dies happy* and it took me whole 10 minutes to open the damn thing!!! but now it found a really nice place at my wall above my desk. so he's always watching me *bg* and I'm always watching him^^.
So, something else that made me happy that day was that my poem "der Meister-schüler" got whole 12NPs after I had to explane something to my teaher because...well....actually he sais that art doesn't need to be descriped but he always let's us do this with our own work *mad* ... well, I shouldn't complain *hihi* got my 12Nps and I'm happy about it!
oh...and there's something else that makes me soooo damn happy: I got the soundtrack of "walk the line" *whooooot* ... great! I start to love Johnny Cash more and more the often I'm listening to the songs the more I love them. But it wasn't the movie which brought me "back" on the Johnny-Cash-Trip.....*hehe* it actually was my soooo lovin' sweet heart John (at first). the second "reminder" was my lovely goddess when she sent me "mad season" *kiss*.
second week didn't turned out the way it should and the conversation with that officer last monday discouraged me a little bit. thanks to my goddess and my own believe in myself, I found my way back to myself and the right of my decision! I want to do this! I want to become a pilot! And I knew it wouldn't be easy!! So why... *sighs*...I'm not concerning about myself, it's just that I was so damn nervous without any real reason! But I talked to a schoolmate and he said that it's normal that you're a little discouraged by such persons. they're officers, they had a speacial training for that: for scaring and frighing and discouraging people. So I shouldn't feel that bad. I don't anymore, but I was very very down last monday.
So, rest of the week....I wont bore nether you nor myself with the stuff I had to do last week, so let's jsut keep that part out and start with the things happening right now.
Ohhhh...but there's still something which lighted my holiydays *bg* I've got the autograph of JF *dies happy* and it took me whole 10 minutes to open the damn thing!!! but now it found a really nice place at my wall above my desk. so he's always watching me *bg* and I'm always watching him^^.
So, something else that made me happy that day was that my poem "der Meister-schüler" got whole 12NPs after I had to explane something to my teaher because...well....actually he sais that art doesn't need to be descriped but he always let's us do this with our own work *mad* ... well, I shouldn't complain *hihi* got my 12Nps and I'm happy about it!
oh...and there's something else that makes me soooo damn happy: I got the soundtrack of "walk the line" *whooooot* ... great! I start to love Johnny Cash more and more the often I'm listening to the songs the more I love them. But it wasn't the movie which brought me "back" on the Johnny-Cash-Trip.....*hehe* it actually was my soooo lovin' sweet heart John (at first). the second "reminder" was my lovely goddess when she sent me "mad season" *kiss*.