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[pretend_to_be_u]

what if tomorrow night & thursday night i just get trashed.
it seems like what i need.
to let go.
and not worry for awhile.
+ it would be fun before i leave for two weeks
if i dont get to come back for mean reds & bear vs shark and im stuck away from everyone for that long...i will die.
just fall and die.
-that would mean missing mean reds.
and i just cant do that.