One week down...sixteen more to go!
I missed my friends so much. They are so supportive of me and care so much about me.
I still miss Tina and Jamie.
I've been thinking about Steve a lot. I'm trying to stay true to my feelings without bothering him...that's hard to do. I wish he would tell me how he's feeling about anything. I'm feeling like I need to back off. Maybe it's time. :/
Red bull and vodka is my new favorite drink.
My fish is probably the coolest fish in the entire world.
I'm babysitting Steve M.'s fish for five months...it's crazy.
I have quite a workload in my classes. 400-level classes are not fun. That means grad school is going to be less fun.
I've been avoiding signing up for the GRE, but I MUST do it by tomorrow. I'm so bad at words. What if I fail it?
I have to work on applications today. I'm so nervous about all of this. I just don't feel like I'm good enough for these places. I don't feel like I'm ready, that I know enough. Purdue has given me an excellent background, I know that. I just feel too young to be applying to grad school. I feel too young to be thinking that I GRADUATE in MAy, that I start clinicals next year, that I'll be a professional in four years, that I'm expected to better peoples' lives...that's a lot of pressure. Can I actually do what my mentor does for people? Am I ready for that?
I'm starving. I need to go eat something. There's a lot more on my mind, but I really need some food.
I still miss Tina and Jamie.
I've been thinking about Steve a lot. I'm trying to stay true to my feelings without bothering him...that's hard to do. I wish he would tell me how he's feeling about anything. I'm feeling like I need to back off. Maybe it's time. :/
Red bull and vodka is my new favorite drink.
My fish is probably the coolest fish in the entire world.
I'm babysitting Steve M.'s fish for five months...it's crazy.
I have quite a workload in my classes. 400-level classes are not fun. That means grad school is going to be less fun.
I've been avoiding signing up for the GRE, but I MUST do it by tomorrow. I'm so bad at words. What if I fail it?
I have to work on applications today. I'm so nervous about all of this. I just don't feel like I'm good enough for these places. I don't feel like I'm ready, that I know enough. Purdue has given me an excellent background, I know that. I just feel too young to be applying to grad school. I feel too young to be thinking that I GRADUATE in MAy, that I start clinicals next year, that I'll be a professional in four years, that I'm expected to better peoples' lives...that's a lot of pressure. Can I actually do what my mentor does for people? Am I ready for that?
I'm starving. I need to go eat something. There's a lot more on my mind, but I really need some food.