Dragons Everywhere
Well Monday I was in the hospital for chest pains. After being there for two days they couldn't figure out what was wrong and sent me home. I am glad to be home but to enter the hospital so scared that I thought I was punching my ticket, then to get sent home with no answers is very frustrating.
It has also got me thinking about change, my life, where it is heading and where it should be heading. I feel like what I am doing is not what I was meant to do. I know I have more to offer than maintaining a house. Perhaps now is the time to get my shit together and figure out what I want to do. The bucket list needs tending. Just don't know where to start, maybe with making a bucket list. Hell, I don't know I just know that I am not happy. I am confused, frustrated, scared and pissed off. Unfortunately, it is those closest to me that have to deal with this crap.
Ever wish you lived in a cabin in the woods so that nobody got hurt by you being, well, you?
It has also got me thinking about change, my life, where it is heading and where it should be heading. I feel like what I am doing is not what I was meant to do. I know I have more to offer than maintaining a house. Perhaps now is the time to get my shit together and figure out what I want to do. The bucket list needs tending. Just don't know where to start, maybe with making a bucket list. Hell, I don't know I just know that I am not happy. I am confused, frustrated, scared and pissed off. Unfortunately, it is those closest to me that have to deal with this crap.
Ever wish you lived in a cabin in the woods so that nobody got hurt by you being, well, you?