new world
i haven't updated this for a long time and right now i'm just really possessed to change that. Everything has changed for me this year. Almost every aspect of my unnoticed life has been absurdly altered. Mikaela and I broke up this week. My best friends aren't into "sceamo" or "shows." They are into sports and being "bro." These past couple of nights i have been to a few parties-getting hella drunk and having a lot of fun. But i can't help but feel some sort of remorse. I am going into my junior year and it's weird to think that my freshman self wouldn't even recognize me. Maybe it's because i had a lot of beer tonight, but maybe it's because there is a self-incriminating guilt that shouts from within. All i know is that things change in a blink of an eye, and all we can ever do is remember the old times, and look forward to the new. What a mind fuck.