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i'm just sitting here, thinking. you know how whatever happens, you still think about that certain thing? well, here it is..
I am Preston Burke. One of the best (in my opinion, THE BEST) cardiothoracic surgeons in the country. I adore the intricacies of every incision, every suture, every bit of surgery I can handle. I am fearless. Nothing scares me. I was fearless. Until that day. Some stupid asshole came up, wishing to get some dumb job back and shot me. ME. He came and put a bullet in my right shoulder and messed up my nervous system, so bad that Shepherd had to come and operate me. Nobody operates on a fearless man. Nobody. That man wanted his job back, and in turn, jeopardized mine. I don't know if I'm ever gonna operate again. I don't know if Cristina could look at me again (or vice-versa) the same way she always did, before the gunshot.
I just don't know what to do anymore.
I am Preston Burke. One of the best (in my opinion, THE BEST) cardiothoracic surgeons in the country. I adore the intricacies of every incision, every suture, every bit of surgery I can handle. I am fearless. Nothing scares me. I was fearless. Until that day. Some stupid asshole came up, wishing to get some dumb job back and shot me. ME. He came and put a bullet in my right shoulder and messed up my nervous system, so bad that Shepherd had to come and operate me. Nobody operates on a fearless man. Nobody. That man wanted his job back, and in turn, jeopardized mine. I don't know if I'm ever gonna operate again. I don't know if Cristina could look at me again (or vice-versa) the same way she always did, before the gunshot.
I just don't know what to do anymore.