at a happy note..
Okay.. so the whole thing with ElJay shutting down some journals and I know that was extremely scary to some people, but you know what.. I CAN'T BE PHASED EVEN FOR A LITTLE BIT BECAUSE SOME REALLY AWESOMENESS IN THE FANDOM HAPPENED, AND I'M ALL KINDS OF HAPPY :DDD
one... maryl_z is one awesome chick and wrote me a wonderful YooMin fic called Not So Pretty in Person.. I can't even express the happiness I felt reading it.. It was exactly what the doctor ordered to help me along.. Seriously, listen to Delicate by Damien Rice because that is the true feeling I get from the story.. Changmin just doesn't want people to know about them, wants to keep it special and I just love that.. I want to write something that kinda works with that, but it'll be in a little bit.. (Hell.. it might be tomorrow because at the moment I'm hanging out at my grandparents house and I may need something to do when I don't feel like working on my project) I can't even express the love I felt seeing that, it was a lovely gift and I definitely will treasure it!
two.. OMFG PEOPLE THE MIN!FIC IS HERE AND OMG MIN'S LOVE INTREST IS REVEALED!!!!! Jamila and I have spazzed already.. she's updated to three chapters and I was trying so hard not to scream.. (do look up at ichiban and remember that I'm staying with the grandparental units and don't really want to explain to them what slash is) BUT OMG.. so hot, and DongWook is going to be awesome because I totally can see the experienced sleazy guy that is going to rock Min in bed.. I'm such a perv but I can't wait for the smex scenes because its going to be hot.. HOTTER THAN JAEHO AND JUNSU FER SURE.. ;kjafdgnjk;afbnijkfng;kmafdvjk;fan;jkfd *SPAZZ* ya'll seriously don't know how much I was chewing on my arm when I wanted to scream "SE7EN!! ARE YOU FREAKING KIDDING ME!?!?!?! FUCK YES!!!!"
okay.. I was spazzing like three hours ago about this, but now that I'm retyping it.. I'm just shaking about how awesome it is.. You must know Changmin is my favorite *DUHHHHH* and to read such an awesome centric fic about HIM just makes me so happy
Last posting you guys made me feel so happy.. I truly did appreciate all your help and supportive words.. The anxiety just began to feel a little to much for me to handle and you all held my hand and comforted me.. I'm going to try to make this a better situation and get this project done.. even if I can't get my committee together and defend for August graduation, by god, I'll be walking in December, whatever.. at least it'll still be 07' and my class ring won't be for nothing.. I'm hanging out in Houston with my grandparents for a little bit and I'm on the dreaded DIAL-UP, so I'm not going to be on as much as usual.. but I'll try to swing by every once in a while.. I'm kinda sneaking on right now, because you know.. takes the phone line and everything.. really doubt anybody calls my grandparents at 11:00 at night, but yeah.. you never know.. I hope everyone is doing well and that no one got deleted or changed to Greatest Journal or whatever.. I would miss you guys.. LOVE YOU ALL!!!
one... maryl_z is one awesome chick and wrote me a wonderful YooMin fic called Not So Pretty in Person.. I can't even express the happiness I felt reading it.. It was exactly what the doctor ordered to help me along.. Seriously, listen to Delicate by Damien Rice because that is the true feeling I get from the story.. Changmin just doesn't want people to know about them, wants to keep it special and I just love that.. I want to write something that kinda works with that, but it'll be in a little bit.. (Hell.. it might be tomorrow because at the moment I'm hanging out at my grandparents house and I may need something to do when I don't feel like working on my project) I can't even express the love I felt seeing that, it was a lovely gift and I definitely will treasure it!
two.. OMFG PEOPLE THE MIN!FIC IS HERE AND OMG MIN'S LOVE INTREST IS REVEALED!!!!! Jamila and I have spazzed already.. she's updated to three chapters and I was trying so hard not to scream.. (do look up at ichiban and remember that I'm staying with the grandparental units and don't really want to explain to them what slash is) BUT OMG.. so hot, and DongWook is going to be awesome because I totally can see the experienced sleazy guy that is going to rock Min in bed.. I'm such a perv but I can't wait for the smex scenes because its going to be hot.. HOTTER THAN JAEHO AND JUNSU FER SURE.. ;kjafdgnjk;afbnijkfng;kmafdvjk;fan;jkfd *SPAZZ* ya'll seriously don't know how much I was chewing on my arm when I wanted to scream "SE7EN!! ARE YOU FREAKING KIDDING ME!?!?!?! FUCK YES!!!!"
okay.. I was spazzing like three hours ago about this, but now that I'm retyping it.. I'm just shaking about how awesome it is.. You must know Changmin is my favorite *DUHHHHH* and to read such an awesome centric fic about HIM just makes me so happy
Last posting you guys made me feel so happy.. I truly did appreciate all your help and supportive words.. The anxiety just began to feel a little to much for me to handle and you all held my hand and comforted me.. I'm going to try to make this a better situation and get this project done.. even if I can't get my committee together and defend for August graduation, by god, I'll be walking in December, whatever.. at least it'll still be 07' and my class ring won't be for nothing.. I'm hanging out in Houston with my grandparents for a little bit and I'm on the dreaded DIAL-UP, so I'm not going to be on as much as usual.. but I'll try to swing by every once in a while.. I'm kinda sneaking on right now, because you know.. takes the phone line and everything.. really doubt anybody calls my grandparents at 11:00 at night, but yeah.. you never know.. I hope everyone is doing well and that no one got deleted or changed to Greatest Journal or whatever.. I would miss you guys.. LOVE YOU ALL!!!