Depression is entirely overrated ;)
So im finally having fun, lol. I think i found a pretty cool group of people to chill with...we all just hung out watching movies the entire night...we saw Rumor Has It (which is amazing) and Zoolander (every gay man's fav) and then somehow it switched to Fun With Dick and Jane (which surprisingly was funnier the second time around), but maybe that has something to do with the people i was with. That and we smoked hookahs while watching it...they're awesome...we had like, three bowls of strawberry, and they had like, 3 hookahs out...it was awesomeness. Im defly going to Coli on Friday with all of 'em and dancing my ass off, lol...after the movie, i went into one of their rooms and fooled around for a lil bit...i missed that...just like, having fun with people...not even the sexual part..but the going out...and having fun...granted, fooling around was hott too :) I just dont know what i want anymore...hookups are fun and all...but relationships are too, when they're not sucky, lol. And for some reason, im still awake and cant fall asleep...
Maybe its because i finally got complete closure on something that was kinda lingering, maybe its because i didnt get off tonight, or maybe it might even be that Full Throttle i had earlier...lol. Or maybe its cuz im excited about life again...excited at the possibilities, the what-ifs, what could be's...ya know? the endless possibilities and chances in life. Lol...i must sound like a complete motivational speaker, lol. Things are finally looking up now...i guess i've reached that point already where i hit rock bottom, and now the only way to go...is up :) So i wanna just say thanx...thanx to everyone for being who you guys are...even if i do hate some people...without them...i wouldnt be as strong or content with things as i am now. To those i love, you guys fuckin' rock, you guy's are my core awesome friends, who i know if i need, you'd be there for me...
Maybe its because i finally got complete closure on something that was kinda lingering, maybe its because i didnt get off tonight, or maybe it might even be that Full Throttle i had earlier...lol. Or maybe its cuz im excited about life again...excited at the possibilities, the what-ifs, what could be's...ya know? the endless possibilities and chances in life. Lol...i must sound like a complete motivational speaker, lol. Things are finally looking up now...i guess i've reached that point already where i hit rock bottom, and now the only way to go...is up :) So i wanna just say thanx...thanx to everyone for being who you guys are...even if i do hate some people...without them...i wouldnt be as strong or content with things as i am now. To those i love, you guys fuckin' rock, you guy's are my core awesome friends, who i know if i need, you'd be there for me...