Aug 22, 2008 18:30
Actions hold a common reaction. Why do we so swiftly forget the cruelty within us that we let our selfishness overtake or compassion? How quickly we forget our own scars our past battles inflicted by people we once thought we trusted, we once thought loved us with such devotion. Yet now here I lay on the other side of the spectrum. And I am failing and in having am left without, more so then I've ever been.
I am crushed with these insecurities and ashamed of my rash midway decisions which left in secret or wholey aware are a disgrace of what I ever wanted to be. This is what I never wanted to be.
The only way out is away from me