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This will be my last entry on live journal.....
.....the only exception to this is leah dirkse cause I enjoy her journal....
I love how life throws you curves...where you don't know why things happen to you when they do, but when you find out the reason why.....you understand completely and it makes everything happy and better for you.
Differnt things, differnt feelings, differnt people have all been happening with me. Mainly differnt things.....I'm understanding why things have been happening all wrong to me.....because it all now adds up to a simple boy who's captured my heart for a long time now. I just....never saw it before until now... all the hurting people caused me and not once this boy caused me one tear...unless it was to just be happy.
I just hope everyone knows the real reson why I quit livejournal......because I dont care about what people have to say, because most people put things on here just to start shit with other people or to rub things on other peoples faces.....which is not only immature but it's pointless....
Yes, yes I know "Courtney why are you being such a bitch? Courtney why are you acting this way? Livejournal is cool!!" NO! LIVE JOURNAL IS NOT COOL. INFACT ITS FUCKING DUMB. and it causes way to much drama...
Just so you know that when you're getting drunk and your green apple chapstick comes off on your smirnoff bottle you will miss me, and you will cry. But not only cry...you will feel the pain that i have felt along with your own...you will feel the guilt that I had to suffer through when I did NOTHING to you, but still was tortured immensly....Then you will make that call to me that you should have so long ago, and then realize that it's to late. And I wont care. because......I just don't anymore. :|
*please forgive any language that offended you*
Love always,
Charlie
.....the only exception to this is leah dirkse cause I enjoy her journal....
I love how life throws you curves...where you don't know why things happen to you when they do, but when you find out the reason why.....you understand completely and it makes everything happy and better for you.
Differnt things, differnt feelings, differnt people have all been happening with me. Mainly differnt things.....I'm understanding why things have been happening all wrong to me.....because it all now adds up to a simple boy who's captured my heart for a long time now. I just....never saw it before until now... all the hurting people caused me and not once this boy caused me one tear...unless it was to just be happy.
I just hope everyone knows the real reson why I quit livejournal......because I dont care about what people have to say, because most people put things on here just to start shit with other people or to rub things on other peoples faces.....which is not only immature but it's pointless....
Yes, yes I know "Courtney why are you being such a bitch? Courtney why are you acting this way? Livejournal is cool!!" NO! LIVE JOURNAL IS NOT COOL. INFACT ITS FUCKING DUMB. and it causes way to much drama...
Just so you know that when you're getting drunk and your green apple chapstick comes off on your smirnoff bottle you will miss me, and you will cry. But not only cry...you will feel the pain that i have felt along with your own...you will feel the guilt that I had to suffer through when I did NOTHING to you, but still was tortured immensly....Then you will make that call to me that you should have so long ago, and then realize that it's to late. And I wont care. because......I just don't anymore. :|
*please forgive any language that offended you*
Love always,
Charlie