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ive been thinking about a lot lately. ill be the first one to admit that i talk shit. not about everyone, of course. but a few people i do. sometimes its not even 'shit' its more along the lines of..a nasty opinion. 2 days ago i heard that amanda was going to be sally in this haunted hayride ACE is apart of. well, as far as i was concerned..i was going to be sally. i knew this because i was the one who came up with 90% of the plan, the characters, the scenes etc etc. i got really pissed and said that there was no way in hell amanda was going to be sally. and who the hell even told her she could be? after sitting down and thinking about what i had said..i thought..im sick as fuck. theres no way in hell i can be sally for this. i always seem to say nasty things about people, when in reality who the hell am i one to talk? anyone who knows me knows that i am never one to be purposely mean to someone. why start now?

there are so many things wrong with me that i need to fix within myself. its time to re-evaluate myself once again, and hopefully get it right this time.

here goes round 2.