mel, i emailed you <3
i'm crying my eyes out right now reading
this. start from the bottom of the page and read up. it's incredibly sad.
lately i've found myself questioning whatever faith i have a lot, and i hate doing it. it just seems like so many bad things happen in the world, and life is so short. i guess this is a necessary part of growing up- to realise that life IS short, but it makes my heart ache.