i miss him. alot. :(
update!
Dear God,
i know that he's out there ... the one i'm supposed to share
my whole life with. and in time, you'll show him to me. until
then, will you take care of him, comfort him, and protect him
until that special day we meet? and let him know to be patient.
let him know i'm somewhere out there. <3
and as she eyes him
as she walks down the hall,
his blue eyes glance her way.
coincidence? probably,
except it happens everyday.
&& i thought about you and realized;;
I don't want to think about you anymore
I wanna be the girl you fall for
when everyone else is falling for you.
There wasn't anything wonderfully amazing
about him but there was something that
she just couldn't resist.
do you honestly think
anyone else is on my mind
when i'm listening to that song ?
Sometimes you wait your
whole life for some thing, &
before you know it,
he's standing right in front of you.
as I stand here looking at you,
I wonder if there will ever be a day when I will get over your smile.
when I will let go of the hugs you gave me, that I continue to feel.
a day when I forget the words you said to me,
but I know whatever happens to us,
I know I could never get over, let go, or forget about you.
at times i get the feeling that no one cares,
but other times i feel like i'm sitting on top of the world.
it all comes down to your friends, and in the end,
i find you really do need a best friend.
and for those times, i'm greatful for you.
Ive just met you recently
but i've known you forever
you're the person i used to
to dream about and NEVER
thought I w o u l d f i n d
youu can miss someone that died,
youu can miss someone who moved away
but the worst way to miss someone,
is someone youu see everyday.
& he was something worth tripping over;
I just didn't know I would fall so hard.
Relationships are like glass.
Sometimes it's better to leave them broken
than try to hurt yourself
putting it back together.
and for a few moments,
i ACTUALLY felt like i meant
something to someone..
it didn't last very long
but you still made me
feel like the most
beautiful girl in the world
I live for those moments when you
least expect the most wonderful thing
in the world to actually happen
and just when i get the slightest bit of hope
that things will go back
to they way it used to be.
reality kicks in
My heart may freeze or burn
The pain will ease if i can learn.
There is no future, there is no past
I live this moment as my last.
to HAVE the rose,
you must accept the THORNS.
Walk right past me and ignore me;;
ITS WHAT YOUR GOOD AT.
What do you expect boy?
SHES ONLY HUMAN.
Right now,
i feel invisible to you.
I don't fear you.
I fear us.
And what we might become.
and as soon as i let go,
you pull me back in <3
i don`t care about how many lips you kissed
or how many hands you held
i don`t care about being your first,
i just care about being your last <3
& shes not like the other girls
when she looks in the mirror, she
doesnt see an ugly & fat girl whos
a failure at life. she sees a girl
who hasnt done much yet & isnt
very pretty -- but whos going to
change the world someday
& there`s always that little bit of whore, in
every girl when it comes to that one special guy
And I guess this is how it's supposed to be..
You with her, and me with me.
What scares me the most, is
knowing that if I walk away,
you wouldn't follow me.
the fantasy of him is wonderful
but the reality of him,
just isn't that glamorous anymore
im scared because i
dont want anyone
else to have your
heart
and i always catch myself staring at you.
incase you just glance at me, theres that
small second of us looking at eachother
thats just beautiful
& everyday i`m losing hope. and
each minute that passes by gives me
another reason to give up.
& i`m scared that i`m gonna walk
out of this room without you ever
realizing how much you really, truly
mean to me<3
that's all for now! comments plz! :)
pb
Dear God,
i know that he's out there ... the one i'm supposed to share
my whole life with. and in time, you'll show him to me. until
then, will you take care of him, comfort him, and protect him
until that special day we meet? and let him know to be patient.
let him know i'm somewhere out there. <3
and as she eyes him
as she walks down the hall,
his blue eyes glance her way.
coincidence? probably,
except it happens everyday.
&& i thought about you and realized;;
I don't want to think about you anymore
I wanna be the girl you fall for
when everyone else is falling for you.
There wasn't anything wonderfully amazing
about him but there was something that
she just couldn't resist.
do you honestly think
anyone else is on my mind
when i'm listening to that song ?
Sometimes you wait your
whole life for some thing, &
before you know it,
he's standing right in front of you.
as I stand here looking at you,
I wonder if there will ever be a day when I will get over your smile.
when I will let go of the hugs you gave me, that I continue to feel.
a day when I forget the words you said to me,
but I know whatever happens to us,
I know I could never get over, let go, or forget about you.
at times i get the feeling that no one cares,
but other times i feel like i'm sitting on top of the world.
it all comes down to your friends, and in the end,
i find you really do need a best friend.
and for those times, i'm greatful for you.
Ive just met you recently
but i've known you forever
you're the person i used to
to dream about and NEVER
thought I w o u l d f i n d
youu can miss someone that died,
youu can miss someone who moved away
but the worst way to miss someone,
is someone youu see everyday.
& he was something worth tripping over;
I just didn't know I would fall so hard.
Relationships are like glass.
Sometimes it's better to leave them broken
than try to hurt yourself
putting it back together.
and for a few moments,
i ACTUALLY felt like i meant
something to someone..
it didn't last very long
but you still made me
feel like the most
beautiful girl in the world
I live for those moments when you
least expect the most wonderful thing
in the world to actually happen
and just when i get the slightest bit of hope
that things will go back
to they way it used to be.
reality kicks in
My heart may freeze or burn
The pain will ease if i can learn.
There is no future, there is no past
I live this moment as my last.
to HAVE the rose,
you must accept the THORNS.
Walk right past me and ignore me;;
ITS WHAT YOUR GOOD AT.
What do you expect boy?
SHES ONLY HUMAN.
Right now,
i feel invisible to you.
I don't fear you.
I fear us.
And what we might become.
and as soon as i let go,
you pull me back in <3
i don`t care about how many lips you kissed
or how many hands you held
i don`t care about being your first,
i just care about being your last <3
& shes not like the other girls
when she looks in the mirror, she
doesnt see an ugly & fat girl whos
a failure at life. she sees a girl
who hasnt done much yet & isnt
very pretty -- but whos going to
change the world someday
& there`s always that little bit of whore, in
every girl when it comes to that one special guy
And I guess this is how it's supposed to be..
You with her, and me with me.
What scares me the most, is
knowing that if I walk away,
you wouldn't follow me.
the fantasy of him is wonderful
but the reality of him,
just isn't that glamorous anymore
im scared because i
dont want anyone
else to have your
heart
and i always catch myself staring at you.
incase you just glance at me, theres that
small second of us looking at eachother
thats just beautiful
& everyday i`m losing hope. and
each minute that passes by gives me
another reason to give up.
& i`m scared that i`m gonna walk
out of this room without you ever
realizing how much you really, truly
mean to me<3
that's all for now! comments plz! :)
pb