i so love him; <3
early morning update
OH.. did i mention --
when i see you..
iT STiNGS LiKE HELL.
due to the fact that we
could have something
that will --
NEVER HAPPEN
People ask me if i believe in forever
i just 'laugh' because by the way
my life is going right now ____ xO
i dont even believe in a 'tomorrow'
&& she said,
"where have you
been my whole
life?" && he said,
"looking for you."
Heres a toast..
to all those girls out there
that are crying tonight
because they made the biggest
mistake of their life
they let him slip away
because they were too scared.
I wish I could tell you
how I really feel.
And I wish I knew
how you would react.
I'm tired of being left in the dark, all
this guessing is about to
push me over the edge.
I just want the truth even though I'm pretty
sure that the truth is gonna kill me.
So hey..just go ahead & kill me.
Live life for yourself cus you came in this
world alone & you are leaving by yourself
& I'm still here waiting there
To catch you if you fall.
I don't know why I care so much
When I shouldn't care at all.
Sometimes when you find something great,
you have to give up a lot to hold on to it.
The way to tell if its worth it or not can only
come in time, but without giving it a chance,
you will never know.
your something between a D.R.E.A.M & a M i R A C L E.
see the hurt in his eyes when everyone else is fooled by his smile.
i cant say ' screw him ' about the boy that i came the closest
'to loving.. * i would still do anything for him nd it sucks bcause
i know he wuldnt do the same for me . . * it hurts more than
anything . but i cant stop loving him..believe me `* ive tried
once in a lifetime you find your reason for living . . *
you find the one who makes your every dream come true
though i could search the world forever . .' no one else
would do ..bc once in a lifetime you find [someone like you]
You forgive me for liking you too much
I'll forgive you for not liking me enough
you forgive me for the loud racing of my heart
I'll forgive you for not hearing it
you forgive me for finding you so attractive
I'll forgive you for not noticing
you forgive me for wanting to be with you
I'll forgive you for avoiding me
you forgive me for being so pathetic
I'll forgive you for taking advantage of it
you forgive me for not being able to let go
& I'll forgive you for never having latched on
behind the eye shadow
& the long brushed hair
is a sign on her heart
that says handle with care
i swear i`d burn this city down to show you the light.
i`m always the dreamer,
and you`re always the
dream.<3
so she pretends she doesn't care
hoping she can make it through the day ,
full of pain that no one can see
& at night all she can do is think of what will never be
when she finally falls asleep she dreams of him
his beautiful smile & the way he makes her laugh
this is the only time she is ever truly happy
cause in her dreams they`re not just friends
he loves her back
she wakes back up & knows she has to face reality
he does not love her, the dream is just a cruel joke
played by the crushed heart he doesnt even know he broke.
i spend too much time thinking about things that will never
happen. and dressing up for the boy that will never even care.
GR0WiNG 0LD is mandatory
GR0WiNG UP is optional
…& everytime someone says his name
I can`t help but SMILE
you`ll never know how it feels
when the person that means
E V E R Y T H I N G
to youu has the ability to make you feel like
N O T H I N G
Don't be afraid of change. You
may lose something good, but
you may gain something even better
I LOVE YOU
the three most
overused, misunderstood
&& misused words in the
English language.
that's all for now. I'm sleeeeeeeeepy!
pb