now you're here & everythings changin'
happy new year guys!!! here's an update!! comment and lemme know your reading....
Sooner or later
We'll be lookin' back on everything
& we'll laugh about it like we knew what all was happening
& someday you might listen to what people have to say
Now you learn the hard way
Crying over someone won't bring them back. Staying
up late wishing on stars won't make things the way'
they were. Telling them how much you love them
won't either. The only thing that can work is to just
let their heart come back to you
Some people wish for a fairytale ending
I'm wishing for a story
& i`ve been dying to know
who your heart is beating for.
I've blocked out the past for a good reason.
when someone that means everything to you tells
you that you mean nothing to them, you forget the
good times and just remember the bad ones,
so that its easier to move on.
I want to be brand new.
I want to trade in these wings.
Mine don’t work like yours do
there’s a sad song ringing in my head.
it’s been here ever since you left.
i'm happy for you, i really am.
i'm not jealous, or full of pain.
i don't wish for you anymore at 11:11.
i don't miss what we had, or what could've been.
my heart isn't shattered into pieces,
and i don't think about you constantly.
i no longer cry myself to sleep,
and i've learned that i don't need you.
& i've also learned that i lie, alot.
Maybe sometimes
you have to lose who you were,
to find out who you are.
there's nothing a girl wants more
than something she can't have
she laughs at all the rumors she hears
about herself cause she loves to hear those
desperate attempts to try to bring her down.
I sit and laugh with friends at what we've all been through.
But I still catch my breath when someone mentions you.
We move on, put those dreams away, hoping that we'll find them come some rainy day.
How could I know that everything would change?
Except the way I miss you.
I've decided that enough is enough.
Since you obviously don't care about me anymore,
I'm going to move on.
Easier said than done, I suppose;
because at the end of the day,
I'm staring out the window with these tears on my cheeks.
Just look at what you've done to me
sure - i think other guys are cute, but
every time i see a cute guy - i remind my
self of how cute you are, of how much i
love you --- of how sweet you are, of
how you can always brighten my day, &&
suddenly that other guy doesn't look so
good anymore -- so i look the other way
everyone keeps telling me to just
get over you ;; && move on ..
but obviously they dont understand
just how hard i`ve already tried.
I remember when I used to be the happiest,
loudest, spunkiest person alive. Nothing
could get me down for very long. I smiled
all the time and laughed nonstop. I still
see glimpses of that girl sometimes, but
not much. I miss her. She was a good kid.
&& one day i will let go.
i wont think about you anymore.
its kinda sad when i think about it.
i wont miss you anymore.
You’re the boy
who I want to
ride the Ferris wheel
with & then kiss
when we stop at the top.
I bet you didn't know that I am
terrified of the dark,
and every time I think of you, I smile.
I bet you don't know that I hate thunderstorms
but love dancing in the rain.
or how much I laugh with my friends
& how much I truly enjoy being happy.
I bet you don't know how many tears
I've cried just for you,
or how much I doubt myself every day.
I bet you don't know how ticklish I am
or how I can't make decisions.
& how it drives me crazy
when you look into my eyes.
I bet you didn't know that I would
do anything to be with you.
But mostly I bet you didn't know
how much I love you.
You never know how strong you are
Until being strong is the only choice you have
all for now! i promise to update more often guys, sorry i'm slacking!!