Maybe I'm crazy
Today was fine. School was ok, I just wish it was over already. I know it's my fault that I'm so far behind, but I hate it. I went to kyle's when I got home, smoked and watched the history channel, it's funny how somethings go completely different then you thought they would.
I need some kind of release, other than writing. I don't even feel like typing right now, but if I don't, I'll go insane. I know that's a bit of an exaggeration, but it's partly true.
The urge to kill my mothers boyfriend has become seriously frightening, I feel like I'm on the edge of a building being poked in the back repeatedly.
I went out to dinner with tom, danielle and matt, I enjoyed myself, but I couldn't focus for more than a few minutes at a time. My head is flooded with thoughts 24/7 it's becoming unbearable. I've had extensive conversations with people, that I don't even remember.
I need a break.
I need some kind of release, other than writing. I don't even feel like typing right now, but if I don't, I'll go insane. I know that's a bit of an exaggeration, but it's partly true.
The urge to kill my mothers boyfriend has become seriously frightening, I feel like I'm on the edge of a building being poked in the back repeatedly.
I went out to dinner with tom, danielle and matt, I enjoyed myself, but I couldn't focus for more than a few minutes at a time. My head is flooded with thoughts 24/7 it's becoming unbearable. I've had extensive conversations with people, that I don't even remember.
I need a break.