Mar 04, 2007 18:58
Yeah still very bored here. Wasn't able to do much today due to sleeping in very late (3:30 pm) and Ali had a friend over and they got me in trouble a few times for "being mean". Oh well. Should have really done something with my day, I mean tomorrow is the first day of the new me. After this it will be very very different. Hopefully I won't lose to many people because of it. But if I do well it's there problem not mine. I lost a friend this week, a good friend too, I guess that's what happens when you tell people what you think these days. I didn't want to lose them but they left me, well what are you going to do, if they come back now (this would be the second time) I can't let them back in but hopefully I made them hate me enough so they won't be sad just agry. I don't want them to be sad, I would rather they hate me then love me. It's sick, it's twisted, it's life. I can never see them after what they did to me, it hurts to much, and as long as they hate me I can move on.